テキストの (5) I haven’t cried this hard or been this upset for a long time

thinspeaux:

I wish I could just stop caring I wish I could just ignore it but I can’t.

The fear is crippling. I’m shaking. Sweating. Flashbacks.

Suffocating.

テキストの (272) 42804) I’m not chunky, chubby, thick, or curvy. I’m fat. No need to sugarcoat it. Even when I’m xlbs lighter, I’ll still be fat.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

テキストの (0) I want to die.

I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.

Without making a single soul shed a tear.
I want to motherfucking DIE.
Without guilt. I want to die.

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seventearstothesea:

I feel like I have no friends anymore. I barely talk to anyone. They all just moved on with their lives and forgot I existed.